Need to vent
So I haven't posted in years. But I feel like i have no one else to talk too. I'm not happy with my life. Lost I guess. I feeling like I am no where near what I wanted my life to be. I'm stuck in a loving relationship with a great man that loves me, makes me the center of his world, and wants to be with me more than anything. However all i want to do is cheat on him and have sex with as many guys as i can. We've been together 10 years and things are just not the same as they once were..I've found out that guys like me and want to do stuff with me. So now I want to have these experiences since I've been with only one man for these past 10 years. I'm an awful person.