Ground Floor

Need to vent

2009-09-16T20:34:00.002-05:00

So I haven't posted in years. But I feel like i have no one else to talk too. I'm not happy with my life. Lost I guess. I feeling like I am no where near what I wanted my life to be. I'm stuck in a loving relationship with a great man that loves me, makes me the center of his world, and wants to be with me more than anything. However all i want to do is cheat on him and have sex with as many guys

Wii Friends

2007-08-02T19:36:00.000-05:00

I need them, yo!Add me and I'll add you!my Wii # 2617 5118 9689 9330comment with your # and I'll add itThank you and good night!

So yeah..

2007-03-08T22:02:00.000-06:00

So I'm in North Carolina, in a hotel room right next to the loudest group of people I have ever heard outside of a Maverick's Game. I mean really...maybe they are watching basketball or something. Anyway, something weird happened the other night...I was alone in my room, freshly showered, lounging in my underwear, when suddenly I heard a knock on my door. I thought maybe my TV was too loud and

Short and easy

2007-03-05T00:45:00.000-06:00

I made it back from PA, and got to see alot of snow for the first time. I've seen snow before but this was a huge amount. I leave again in a few days and won't be back for a week and then do it all over again the next week. I'm at home watching the new Blade movie with Ryan Reynolds. Wait, he's got his shirt off......okay I'm back. We've been working like crazy on the house when we've been home.

In Altoona, Pa

2007-02-24T20:49:00.000-06:00

So I'm out of Vegas and in PA, just in time for a big winter storm. Yeah!

White "Trash" Cig Case

2007-02-20T23:43:00.000-06:00

This takes me back. I saw a lady, much like my mom, with one of these cases. Mom had one in every color, the white one was my favorite. It was so trashy, yet functional. It was always like a treasure chest. She had money, gum, stamps, candy, buttons....you name it. I'm in Vegas for work, and I'm not enjoying anything the city has to offer and the area I'm in is not so nice. North Vegas to be

When I was a Little Dribbler

2007-02-19T18:04:00.000-06:00

On the plane, on the way to Vegas today I had a really random flash back to the days when i was in Little Dribblers. LD was a league of 8ish y/o boys that played basketball...blah blah blah....we had a really good team, in fact we were undefeated for that season. Anyhooo....I had this flashback to one morning before a game we all met at McDonald's for breakfast; parents included. I wanted to sit

Hello

2007-02-14T22:25:00.000-06:00

Well I'm trying to start blogging again on a regular basis. We'll see. I'm crazy busy with work lately and that's okay I guess, but when does work become so involved that you have no life? Is that when you dream about work nightly, or when you think you did something but start to second guess yourself and can't sleep because of it? That's were I'm at right now. Still not sure if it's gone to far.

I heart nipples

2007-02-13T20:39:00.000-06:00

They have man boobies, big thick meaty ones, and I love them!! That is all!

MySpace or yours?

2005-11-08T16:02:00.000-06:00

I've discovered myspace. I know I'm slow but damn I’ve been missing out. So let’s catch up quickly. This is Josh from Dallas. That's all I have to say. That and where have you been all my life? I mean yeah he's got some drama from what I was reading but I can just look at him right? He's got a cute smile, banging body and a killer style. Everyone love gratuitous abs. That shit eating grin. WOW.

Busy Busy

2005-11-03T17:12:00.000-06:00

Wow I've had two days off and I just now sat down to check e-mail. I was in Pittsburgh for a job and tomorrow I'll be in Jackson, MS for three days on another job. Things are really cool at the new job and that's all I gotta say about that.Bobby will be home tonight, and we'll get to see each other for roughly 8 hours. I'll have a few days off next week and I'll post more then.

Do you?

2005-10-24T22:37:00.000-05:00

Do you rasterbate?Go ahead try it.Also, I started the new job today. I'll post more tomorrow.~M

Spelling Lesson

2005-10-22T03:46:00.000-05:00

Check it out!Spell with Flickr Go ahead and try it.

Luck Right?

2005-10-20T23:15:00.000-05:00

So when I went home recently I got to see one of my cousins. She and I are roughly the same age and are really in very different places. Well let me start from the beginning. We grew up very close, almost best friends; we did everything together, even though lived in different towns. My friends knew her and I knew her friends. Well fast forward to college. I started at UNT in the fall of 99 and

Third Crush

2005-10-17T13:47:00.000-05:00

These pictures make me quiver. They remind me of the types of guys I grew up with. Chris Evans is already one of my favs, but now I mean dammum. That hat and the jeans and the body, it just reminds me of the country boys. Country boys are hot, I grew up with them and hell I am one, but these make me drool. He looks hot and he looks like he doesn't know it. I can remember one boy in school that

Here we rockin slow slow slow...

2005-10-17T13:22:00.000-05:00

So I like the new Ricky Martin song, but have you seen the video? Click his name and see it. He's been taking dance lessons from Ciara. Can somebody say "oh". I can. OH NO bitches. He does look hot so I guess it's all good. Watch both and you'll see.

HELLO

2005-10-15T00:50:00.000-05:00

Aqui (via:erikapalomino) SHHHH don't tell.You're Welcome! I hope you can read Portuguese.

Botox?

2005-10-13T23:53:00.000-05:00

I must start out by saying, "I don't watch much TV." I do have a few shows that my friend TIVO records for me. Martha, Will and Grace, The Simpsons, and Nip/Tuck. Nip/Tuck is by far my favorite and the one I can't wait to watch after getting off work on Tuesdays. If you don't watch Nip/Tuck you really should give it a try. I've watched since the beginning and now in the middle of it's third

30 minute DEALS

2005-10-13T02:26:00.000-05:00

Rachael Ray is kickin everyone's butt. Who knew she could design shoes? Well not really but her's is probably the cutest of them all. I really like her a lot and wonder where she got her start . I mean she's got a TV Show in the works as well as a new magazine. Watch out Martha this chick is takin over. Speaking of Martha, her new day-time show is almost un-watchable, and I'm like the biggest

Celebrate

2005-10-12T17:41:00.000-05:00

Well things are official now. I got the new hire paperwork today, and that means I'm employed with a real job, that has benefits, 401k, and discounts oh my!! So jump in a celebrate with me and the UT Swim team. Let's go!I finally saw that movie Garden State and I really think it's overrated. It had some funny parts, but overall it came across contrived, formulated, it tried to hard. I like the

I Feel a Weight Being Lifted

2005-10-12T01:44:00.000-05:00

It's really odd. I feel like things are finally falling into place somewhat. I'm on the cusp of starting a new job, which I really think I'm going to love. That was really my biggest challenge over the past few months, five months to be exact. So all through my life I've always had school, and not really knowing, this adds structure and purpose to everyone's life growing up. It is the biggest

I Love Football

2005-08-25T15:29:00.000-05:00

Several others have started talking about football and it's cutie employees, so finally football has started and there's one huge fan in my house. It's not me but after seeing these I'm watching every game. College football starts next weekend and pictures set 2 & 3 are coming soon. # 97 Patrick KerneyAtlanta FalconsPosition: DEHeight: 6-5Weight: 273Born: 12/30/1976College: Virginia

Game ON!!!

2005-08-16T16:13:00.000-05:00

Treasure Island Media is HOT! Click it, before you stick it!!

I'm a hater

2005-06-08T01:34:00.000-05:00

I'm afraid of black men. Not in a bad way just I’m scared of them. They intimidate me. At first I thought it was more like most guys make me uncomfortable and I accredit that to the idea that I'm attracted too most of them. Now girls, I got that handled. But men in general, I'm not close friends with, never have been. But back to black men, in 8th grade on the day I started public school (

Solution

2005-05-05T14:56:00.000-05:00

I'm gonna take the temp. offer at work. It's win win for both of us and that way I'm not completely without funds. Thanks for the feedback I recieved from a few peeps, it helps to have a few different views on the whole deal. Later.

A Problem

2005-05-04T00:19:00.000-05:00

In Short:I have given my notice at work. Various reasons present themselves, like, no support from management, no respect from other departments, no help doing my job, and lack of resources to do my job efficiently. I run the place and get no credit, for very LITTLE pay. My last day is May 19th. I don't have a new job yet. However they must like me, this is the third time I've been prompted to

Hold the crazy

2005-04-27T14:35:00.000-05:00

Crazy Lady: "I would like a chicken bacon ranch combo please."Fast Food Lady: "Sure, it that all?"CL: "Does that have chicken on it?"FFL: "haha yeah."CL: "Can I get that without chicken?"FFL: "UH Yeah"CL: "Also no bacon or ranch, and that's all."FFL: "Next in line."Me: "I would like the same thing, but hold the crazy."FFL: "I heard that, your # is 233, have a great day!"

Impressions

2005-04-12T14:25:00.000-05:00

I fell like I've left the wrong impression with a neighbor. It goes like this: he's possibly the uni-bomber's long lost twin, he's older and that way just be because of his poor grooming, but yeah, he drive a small little car much like mine but only in gold. Anyway I think he goes to school later in the day and drink coffee. Focus, he gets home around the same time I do at night, after school I

Weird Stuff

2005-03-15T00:39:00.000-06:00

Funny things lately. I'm sorta in an odd place and working these strange hours has thrown off my internal clock. I could sleep for days and still not feel rested. The days and weeks FLY by and still nothing to show for anything. Good Times. Today was Pizza Monday. I order pizza just about every Monday, or at least I have for about 2 months. The cute pizza guy calls me by name every time he comes

Listy Bit

2005-03-01T01:51:00.000-06:00

I've been cleaning out my closet.I'm 1/4 done.I hate work, well the job mostly.I'm giving my notice soon.I have no idea what I'm gonna do next.I finally got my Diploma in the mail.It's SOO not that impressive.I did my taxes almost a month ago.I got $XXXX back (both Bobby and I)We bought two iPod mini's, one 1st gen. and one 2nd gen.Both silver.I'm already planning for next years taxes.We are

Anniversary Surprise

2005-02-08T01:17:00.000-06:00

So today's the anniversary. Bobby had to be at the airport by 5am this morn and that was the entire big day. Fun I know. I came home and ran all my errands by 9am. Went back to sleep until around 2:30pm and that was the entire day really. Sold some stuff on e-bay. Love that. Had a big meeting at work starting at 8pm, then the meeting let out around 9:30pm. I stayed around though after to help out

That's hot!!

2005-02-02T14:30:00.000-06:00

Rabbi may have given babies herpes THE ASSOCIATED PRESS NEW YORK -- City health officials are investigating the death of a baby boy who was one of three infants to contract herpes after a rabbi circumcised them. Ten days after Rabbi Yitzhok Fischer performed religious circumcisions on twins last October, one died of herpes and the other tested positive for the virus, according to complaint

Recovered

2005-02-01T01:58:00.000-06:00

...Slightly recovered really. I feel alot better. For awhile there I just didn't want to get out of bed. I had a touch of the flu, but I think I put out the flames before I was overtaken with sickness. I had fever and sweats and I missed two days of work, but tomorrow I'm back to the grind and I'm not looking forward to it. I still have some sinus pressure but at least I can smell somewhat again.

Bud Commercial

2005-01-27T16:17:00.000-06:00

Go here and see the wardrobe malfunction commercial that you won't see during the Super Bowl. On another topic: I'm violently ill. I must have a touch of the flu. I do have a ton of stuff I want to write about, but I just don't feel like it.

I hate myself

2005-01-24T23:09:00.000-06:00

...sometimes. Really I'm a pathetic loser.

Awake

2005-01-20T08:19:00.000-06:00

I can't sleep. I've been up since 5a.m. I went to sleep at 4:30a.m. The weather is screwing up my sleep pattern. Dammit!

Sex Bomb, Sex Bomb...

2005-01-14T16:42:00.000-06:00

You're my sex bomb....it a great song, and apparently coming true. THE Pentagon considered developing a host of non-lethal chemical weapons that would disrupt discipline and morale among enemy troops, newly declassified documents reveal. Most bizarre among the plans was one for the development of an "aphrodisiac" chemical weapon that would make enemy soldiers sexually irresistible to each other

Dying for Dyson

2005-01-14T11:14:00.000-06:00

I have a vacuum fetish, and that's my most recent target. The Dyson DC14. I bought one. I should be shot for spending that much on a vac but it was totally worth it. That bitch sucks the paint off the walls, and I've cleaned the carpet roughly 75 times, and it's still pulling sand out of the carpet fibers. I just about creamed my pants. I'm always fascinated by vacuums and I even had a play toy

Gay Caballeros

2005-01-14T01:42:00.000-06:00

I'm sending this one to Andy over at his place. It will get alot more attention over there. Gay Caballeros via the Dallas Observer. Interesting indeed.

Pink Slips

2005-01-14T01:29:00.000-06:00

I got written up apparently, at work I mean, and that's great. It happened tues. night after I had already left, and yeah so that's great. I didn't work last night so I came into it today with the whole place talking about it. I had no idea. The deal was the entire night shift got written up for not doing anything all day. I'm sorry but that's not in my vocabulary, not doing anything. No one has

Skin Care

2005-01-12T23:52:00.000-06:00

I was reading a post in Billy's blog about grey hair, and it just made me think about all the stress I've been under the past few years with school and work and other crap and how that is taking a toll on my beautiful skin. I need a routine for skin care/repair. I just use a regular face wash, nothing fancy, but it's time to turn up the heat abit. I'm really asking for help I guess. Any good

My future as a Nova

2005-01-12T01:48:00.000-06:00

Do you remember a lovely automobile called the Chevy Nova? I know it's a stretch but, think really hard. That's the one, a great muscle car in the 60's, turned family sedan in the 70's and then non-existent in the 80's. Funny story, this car was wildly successful in the USA, but once they started to export the vehicle to Mexico they stumbled across a problem, and the Chevy Nova was not selling at

Handsome Hanson

2005-01-10T13:31:00.000-06:00

I know it's pathetic but I really think that Zach Hanson is growing up to be quite the looker. Yes I know the hair is really bad and thank god they all decided to cut that mess off or at least get it to a more manageable length. But...he's hot hot hot now. I know he's young, but I do think he's 18 now so it's a lawful obsession. I saw them on Ellen, and that was all it took. I mean they've all

Small Update

2005-01-06T01:38:00.000-06:00

Graduation is all done, and that's a picture to prove it. I'm out of school forever, or until I get bored and decide to go back. Yeah Right! It was a pretty uneventful day overall. The guest list was short, the food was good, and the drink flowed freely. Only three people cane to my actual graduation. My bestest friend Kimberly, my Mommy dearest, and Bobby. My other close friend Nicki was

A Quick List Again

2004-12-02T01:45:00.000-06:00

I cut my hair. Well I had it cut.I have 6 days of actual school left.My Christmas decorations have been up for a week.Masturbation is the only fun I've been having.E-bay is my new best friend.All of my Christmas shopping is done.I gotta new jock strap.I've stopped losing weight... :O( I'm at 280lbs.I'm tired.Work sucks soooo bad.I have a crush, on my boss.I had a naughty dream about him.I think

I need Jesus & Hair Advice..

2004-11-10T01:11:00.000-06:00

Tonight at work I was asked by a co-worker if I "had a personal relationship with Jesus?" I told him "yeah I know Jesus, he and his brother mow the grass at my apartment complex." He didn't laugh, but I thought it was funny. Anyway, this guy who was all up in my business wanted to know if I went to church, what type of church, and how long ago? Did I want to go to church with him? Um no! This guy

I don't understand..

2004-10-22T17:51:00.000-05:00

the straight language. Well at least I don't speak it. I don't get the whole head nod thingy and the "what’s up?" I don't get the whole hand shake/out/slap thing. I'm generalizing here, but I am talking in general. Not all straight guys do this stuff, but many do. I just don't get it, what do I say in return? I just shake people's hands, I don't follow that slappy things. I feel so awkward

I am...

2004-10-13T22:13:00.000-05:00

BURNED OUT! School is kicking my ass. Not in a "hard" way, but just in general. I have senioritis hardcore style, and I'm sinking with no end in sight. I only have three classes this semester. Here's the run down:Presentations: It's really not a bad class and I can actually see it being helpful in the future, it's just that we are done with lecture on Monday and that's it… nothing but

2004-10-13T22:12:00.000-05:00

I Like Baseball Again

NyQuil and Fried Chicken...

2004-09-29T21:55:00.000-05:00

That's what I had for dinner tonight. The chicken was a weakness and the NyQuil was very much needed. If my speech typing starts to slur just know that it is completely normal in my condition. A sinus infection has made a home in my head and is staying for the winter. It seems I always get one when I don't really have the time to deal with it. School is so busy and work is roughly 35hours a week

Baseball is cool...

2004-09-27T01:01:00.001-05:00

but football is better...although wrestling ain't bad either...think about that for a few, and please, let me know your thoughts....and I'll get back to ya.

Google "Job Phobias"

2004-09-14T23:46:00.000-05:00

You just might find me under that topic. This was the opening to a lovely conversation I had with a young man over IM. Just wanted to share, cause I think it's neat. "I was surfing the net about job phobias on google and ran into your journal. I was just courious what characteristics you have related to this job phobia because I also have it (one of my many anxieties)."I have tons of phobias,

A Quick List

2004-09-12T01:01:00.000-05:00

School Blows.Two days working so far, more later.I'm a bad friend.Bobby is home.I bought a suit.One New tire.And porn.There's a dead turtle between here and school.Went home to see mom, fun.Diet still strong, 294.2 today.I haven't read a journal in weeks.Cellular was a GOOD movie.I'm a horrible friend.My 80 gig hard drive is full.Of Porn.I have homework.I'm sleeping in tomorrow.My back is out.So

2004-09-02T00:49:00.000-05:00

I suddenly like baseball, no clue why!?!

A Compliment

2004-09-02T00:31:00.000-05:00

That's what I got today, well tongiht, and it wasn't really a compliment more like a comment. A friend asked if I had lost weight. "Ummm yeah," I said, "took ya long enough." She was funny about the whole thing. I don't like people to know that I'm on a diet/workingout. It sets me up for failure. I feel pressure from then on, they are usually uncomfortable and want to temp me to eat bad with them

Announcement

2004-08-31T18:47:00.000-05:00

!!!! I AM EMPLOYED !!!!!!!! I AM EMPLOYED !!!!!!!! I AM EMPLOYED !!!!!!!! I AM EMPLOYED !!!!!!!! I AM EMPLOYED !!!!!!!! I AM EMPLOYED !!!!!!!! I AM EMPLOYED !!!!!!!! I AM EMPLOYED !!!!!!!! I AM EMPLOYED !!!! Film at 11!!

Sunday "fat" Update #7

2004-08-29T22:30:00.000-05:00

Sunday "fat" Update 7 So this is the weight loss graph so far (if you were unsure). Under 300 and falling. I changed to the graph since it makes more sense. No calls today either, so I'm back to the drawing board. I'll give him a ring tomorrow after 10am and then if still no change in status, I'll be frantically hunting a job for the next three days. I just cannot spend another semester in

"Are you the gay?"

2004-08-28T00:31:00.000-05:00

After this lovely comment, I felt good for the rest of the day. Thank you Matthew! Do you have a blog? Drop me a line and let me know..okay? Your profile is not viewable, and I certainly would love to read about you, if I already haven't.Even though I like the complementary comments, you've only achieved true meaning once you get some hate mail. (I'm not encouraging it)No word on the job as of

Interview

2004-08-26T23:55:00.000-05:00

Had one today, and I hope all went well. To me it did, I was in there almost an hour and overall felt confident about the conversation, questions, and my shoes; but still I'm not sure. School starts back up next week and if I'm gainfully employed, this will be the last semester I have to drive 62 miles each day. How are you?

Can't Sleep

2004-08-23T02:37:00.000-05:00

I'm tossing and turning, because I can't get things out of my head. Things from the past, things from today, or even the future. I was just thinking about the evaluations I turned in late last semester for Quantity Lab, and how much of an idiot I was for that, I shoulda known better. Also about an interview today, and how that went okay, but now I'm questioning the job and if they even like me,

Suday "fat" Update 5 & 6

2004-08-22T23:38:00.000-05:00

Sunday "fat" Update 5 & 6So I sorta fell off the wagon while in Chicago, even though I worked out everyday I was there, and walked a ton, the food still got the best of me. But this week I droped that weight plus one pound. 15 lbs, not too bad.

Confessions Part II

2004-08-22T01:06:00.000-05:00

...later that same year, I had been home from camp maybe two weeks, we get a call at the house letting us know that the Christian Academy I was currently attending had decided to close it's doors. Great...that gave us two weeks to enroll in public school. Well I was afraid, I had never been to public school, I was sheltered and naive. So I tested and enrolled as an eighth grader at the local

Star look a-like.

2004-08-20T23:53:00.000-05:00

Unlike Billy Boy I'm actually thrilled with my results on this web site. #1 Alec Balwin #2 Mickey Rourke #3 Luke Perry I'm not so sure about Luke Perry, but the other two I've always had a major boner for, so it's all good. Two outta three ain't bad...right?

Confessions Part 1

2004-08-20T02:25:00.000-05:00

I have a hard time forgetting things that have happened in the past. Once in 2nd grade, a group of kids and myself were jumping rope in the parking lot right in front of the house we went to school in. It was my turn, and I was jumping and we would sing that "Cinderella dressed in yella, went up stairs to kiss a fella" and I messed up about that time and wanted another go. Of course everyone told

HELP

2004-08-17T13:39:00.000-05:00

I'm back from Chicago, and have not really had a chance to post since then, but I will soon, even now I'm trying to find a job, one that's easy and fool proof and all around thinkless, I'm leaning toward Subway. I have to find an internship in the industry and right now this seems like a good option. What about Hilton and Marriot? You ask. Well yeah that seems like a better decsion with more

True.com

2004-08-17T13:15:00.001-05:00

I love this concept, being able to run a background check on a trick before you give them head. HOTT STUFF.

Hello from far away....860 miles actually.

2004-08-09T10:43:00.000-05:00

So things here in Chicago are cool so far, and by cool I mean the city and the weather. Thia is another place on my list of cities, that "I will move to some day." The food is great the people have been too and the overall I like it alot. Now that I've said that, I'll have a melt down, or something. Okay that's it for now. Oh, yeah, the "Sunday fat Update".... "Sunday fat Update #4" Last Week:

Please leave a message at the beep...

2004-08-05T23:16:00.000-05:00

Ok, so I'll be gone from Aug. 6th until Aug. 13th, I'm going to Chicago for the first time and am looking forward to it. It's Market Days, so my weekend is already booked, and next week Bobby is working and I'll be left in the city by myself, so not sure what I'll be doing during the day at least. I'll be going here most likely, I'm a fan of the strip club. We'll also most likey visit a leather

Random

2004-08-04T17:41:00.000-05:00

Seems the Kabbalah water might be backing up on Madonna.Oh yeah and yesterday was the two month birthday of this blog. It's going through the terrible two's; so to speak. Is Madonna’s marriage on the borderline? Plus: Tom Cruise hopes to get married again Yui Mok / AP file Buzz about Madonna's supposed marital problems is heating up. By Jeannette Walls MSNBC Updated: 2:35 a.m. ET Aug. 3,

Bingo, Billy and Me

2004-08-02T21:19:00.000-05:00

So I decided to follow in the footsteps of Bingo and Billy even though no one asked me for my pic. Here goes: seems like I look sad but I'm not really, just being shady. Just taken with my i-sight. Please I need your acceptance....really it's just a joke!

Sometimes...

2004-08-02T14:37:00.000-05:00

Sometimes I wish people were listening. I talk to lots of people each week but I fell like it’s one sided and no one is listening to me. Maybe it’s just me. Sometimes I wish I was more out-spoken, and could actually talk about everything that’s on my mind in a coherent manner. Sometimes I wish I was a different person. Someone with everything I don’t feel like I have. Someone with a rich life.

Sunday "fat" Update #3

2004-08-01T16:29:00.000-05:00

Sunday "fat" Update. Things seem to be moving along quite nicely. Feel free to send all admiration/cash rewards to that little Amazon pay thingy at the bottom. I'll buy myself alittle something.

Sports: I'm lovin it!

2004-07-30T22:42:00.000-05:00

I have a membership to a yahoo group that specializes in sport gear picture....lame yes, but guys are hot, and guys in sports gear are hotter, and guy in no gear.....well you get the idea. These are a few that I thought were note worthy and needed some attention. Hope everyone likes.We've had tons of rain the last two days and a hella storm two nights ago, so hella that it blew out our receiver,

I Love Celebs...

2004-07-30T11:54:00.000-05:00

I'm a celeb. junkie and am always looking for some dirt, that helps me relate/love/hate. Apparently some have an attitude and thank god, others are willing to serve up all the dirt I could ever wish for...feel the love!!!

Motivations and Lack of Them..

2004-07-29T23:00:00.000-05:00

Mario Ortiz is the love of my life right now. He's sort of a motivation device for me. I have printed just about every picture of him I can find and have posted them all around this room so as to remind me why I am on this diet; so that I can get a man like him. Joking, but seriously, I love Bobby very much and don't see myself with anyone else for awhile if ever, but if Mario where here right

What?

2004-07-26T17:43:00.000-05:00

I want to have random sex with his leg and I'm not afraid to admit it.

Tired

2004-07-25T22:09:00.000-05:00

I wanna live in a place where things like this happen on an everyday basis. Things are quite tame here in Texas, at least from what I've observed. I'm sure that lotsa hot stuff takes place, but it's not talked about at all. I love San Francisco. I was actually there for Folsom Street Fair 2003, although I did not participate, I did observe a few hot leather daddies in the mix. I'm just tired of

Sunday "fat" Update #2

2004-07-25T21:55:00.000-05:00

Sunday "fat" Update. Not bad at all, so once again send all your lovin my way!

I'm no perfect person.

2004-07-23T23:20:00.000-05:00

Sometimes I'm afraid of religion and am unsure as to what I should believe. I sorta look to others to give me ideas, so that I can copy them, and their beliefs. I hate this about myself. Religion still scares me.

New Layout?

2004-07-21T21:46:00.000-05:00

New Layout?? It's just a pathetic attempt to try something new. Not sure how or if I can create a template of my own for blogger, but that will be much later on. Let me know what you think. Sorry I haven’t really updated lately. Really everything is fine; I'm doing well on the diet, I'm walking everyday on the treadmill (2 miles), and school is almost over. Bobby flew out to Chicago this morning

Sunday "fat" Update #1

2004-07-18T23:06:00.000-05:00

Sunday "fat" Update. Not too bad for one week!! Please send you support and ass kissing my way, thanks.

Users Guide

2004-07-16T00:19:00.000-05:00

I am working out, as you could expect since my revelations to start a new healthy life, and have found that I love my gym. It has really great equipment and even better amenities, but it also has really great men, and a locker-room full of penis. I mean some fine fine, men are there. I know that most of the guys are straight, and yeah I know that they don't want to feel like a gay guy is watching

Diet

2004-07-14T22:12:00.000-05:00

I've started back, on a diet. It is just time, to get things in order. I've been putting this off for months and have ballooned as a result. I really don't like talking about my weight, but I've been over weight most of my life. It all stems back to snack time at grandma's house. She made pizza everyday after school, so I would chow down on that, and then go home with my mom and have dinner, and

World Lit. Part Two

2004-07-14T22:09:00.000-05:00

Category 2: RelationsSo this is to continue my post from a few nights ago regarding my Lit. class, and that would not be complete without the list/well one girl in the class I really find attractive and would have sweet lovin with, if I was into girls. She's this total stoner that wears Chanel suits to class, well I know 3 times now. The first one was day one, twas classic pink w/ black piping

World Lit. Part One

2004-07-12T22:32:00.000-05:00

I have quite a lot to talk about, but I will never get to it all. Summer II started last Monday, and was the total let down that I always knew it would be, because, you see, I’m taking my last English class. After 5 year in college and 12 years in primary education, I’m finished with English in general. I know what you are saying, “he still needs it, with that grammar.” But I could care less what

Recap

2004-07-08T14:50:00.000-05:00

1: Yummy Hot Muscle Stud2: Bobby3: Nicole and Monica. So the 4th at the lake was fun, yet forgettable. We almost did not find a spot because we arrived quite late, because of reason's I don't want to go into. However, this old couple left their perfectly excellent spot right on the water and we pounced like the bitches at Sam Moon. So we ate hot dogs and had cupcakes and cocktails and all was

Happy 4th Playas

2004-07-04T01:52:00.000-05:00

Seattle July 4th, 2002Well, nothing has really happened as of late. Summer I, is over and grades will be avail. on Tues., also Summer II starts ASAP. Finals were the worst, life has been a drag and Spider Man 2 was just okay. So tomorrow we are going to the lake for the day, too enjoy our 4th, I'm curious as to what you are doing?? Please feel free to leave a comment with your July 4th plans; I

Lazy, Rainy, Smut Filled Day

2004-06-28T22:51:00.000-05:00

I missed school today because I've been sick most of the weekend and I had all intensions of getting alot done today, while nursing my cold, before finals. Of course, I did nothing all day. Well I did masturbate ALOT!!! I slept till around 12p.m. and got out of bed to pee and check e-mail and stuff and then back until 1:30 or so. Next I had left-overs from Mac Grill for lunch. Then I basically

Barry's Profile

2004-06-26T00:50:00.000-05:00

So I joined that Classmates.com web site just curious as to how well/bad off my ex-classmates actually are. All are very much as I expected them to be; married, children the whole deal. This one stuck out in my mind. Mr. Barry ******, was a very nice and attractive young man. We were friends, band mates, and acquaintances. After graduation, we both went on the high school band trip to Florida, I

Aches and Pains and Surveys, Oh My.........Is that Grey Hair?

2004-06-23T16:26:00.000-05:00

This is a fav pic of mine. Kinda reflects the way I felt when I was younger, or at least the way I wish I could have been. I was so sheltered as a child. I attended a Christian school for over eights year and that made me a good person, but it did not really prepare me for the real world. We were not allowed to experience normal things that most kids go through. We had no teasing, which can be

P.S. Watch This!

2004-06-23T01:26:00.000-05:00

I can honestly say that I don't have a political bone im my body and this is my first attempt. I wanted to present the other side, but I couldn't find anything possitive on the enviroment issue to save my life. Good Times!!

I Have A Question, Do You Play Tennis?

2004-06-23T00:08:00.000-05:00

Play Tennis?I need a guy to hit around with!Contact Josh 214-405-****This is a rather large flyer posted in the mail area of my apartment. Why is this important and what's my question? Well this is the third guy asking for a "tennis" partner, in roughly a month. So is this a new way of hooking up? Because I think "tennis" is code for hot man on man action. I could be wrong, but just the wording

All About Me

2004-06-19T00:46:00.000-05:00

So that's me at about 4 years old. Believe me it's all down hill from there. I can remember the day that picture was taken. We went to the local grocery store, at that time they took pictures there once a year. I have complete anthologies of picture from birth till about 6 or so al taken at the store, some where near the meat section (joking). Anyway that day, it was raining and I didn't like to

Blogger: Profile Not Available

2004-06-17T23:41:00.000-05:00

Matthew darling, you're profile is not available, and can I say you made my day. You are my first and only comment to date and I'll give ya a big 'ol kiss on the cheek for that...and when I say kiss I mean lick and when I say cheek, I mean....well you know!!! Hit me back with an e-mail any time. I would <3 to hear from ya! That goes for everyone! I have not had the energy to post lately due to my

I Like Country Boys.

2004-06-14T23:49:00.000-05:00

I really like country boys. You see, I grew up in the country where cows and horses and gun racks in your truck were common everyday necessities. To outsiders this seems as strange as, well this guy. Just a few examples; we had an area at my high school were you could park a horse trailer, right next to the tennis courts. Everyone had a big truck; well anyone who was anyone had a diesel. The

Queenly...it's a good word.

2004-06-13T01:09:00.000-05:00

Making your own LUBE (cont.) OKRA! Simply place okra (a vegetable) under hot water. It will become extremely slippery. Put your hand on your penis and you're ready to go.JELL-O LUBE A recipe for a homemade Jell-O-based lubricant: 1 cup of water 1 cup of baby oil 1 packet of Jell-O (any flavor) Throw all of these ingredients into a blender and mix until smooth. Then pour, and away you go! (Note:

Helping Hand!

2004-06-11T00:27:00.000-05:00

I had a finance test today, it was not that bad. However on the way home I kept thinking about this one problem on the test and as soon as I pulled into my parking space...I remembered exactly how to do it and basically figured that the way I worked it was wrong and it was possibly the easiest question on the test. I skipped beverage survey today to allow for a little study time, we had an exam

Grown Apart Instead of Together

2004-06-09T22:48:00.000-05:00

I think I’ve been in a slump for about 4 years now, maybe longer. It all really started when I moved away to college. I couldn't wait to get out of my mom's house. Don't get me wrong, it was never her that made me want to leave, but more like the small town mentality that didn't really fit me. That mentality kept me bottled up as a person. However, every since the first semester I've never really

Not Really Sure Why, But Don't Hate Me.

2004-06-07T23:20:00.000-05:00

I ran into someone today. An acquaintance if you will. We go to school together and are actually in the same major. The problem really starts when I found his Live Journal. You see, from the moment I met this young gorgeous man, I could only assume he was gay. We first met in a class we were both taking. In my major we have the problem of over introducing ourselves numerous times to everyone in

Its Just How I Feel.

2004-06-06T00:31:00.000-05:00

Ok so this is the lamest thing. I love Mr. Kinney. He's interesting and smart and cute too boot, but he's lame. He has taken his site down, because someone said/did something to disrespect him or his journal or his likeness. I don't know. One thing is for sure; I wish the bastard would come back or just really disappear off the journal superhighway all together. Maybe I'm not in the know, I'm not